Today read the newspaper.
Girl 12 years old first abortion
13 years old 2nd abortion
14 years old mum.

I read this newspaper... My whole mood sian 1/2. Why in the fucking world got something like that happen? Some more her brother try to rape her when she is 10 years old. And always get beaten from brother and sister. Why in the fucking world got these kind of things happen? If my sister 12 years old get abortion. I confirm slap her until she wake up. I confirm find the guy who did it and make him suffer. Happen in singapore some more. Fuck... I read this news. I go give my sister warning. Why? Fucking news leh.

Recently very easy to become angry and very easy to become sian. Cannot keep up with my happy attitude. Everything become very chaos around me. Everything become very messy. Maybe i should spend some time like last time. Take 1 month stay away from the ppl in irc stay away from outside world and quiet myself for 1 month.

Everything resulting around me is my fault. I only know how to make people happy. But that is not love that is not correct. I also dun want to figure out how to do this right already. Maybe i just need someone who understands me.

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